Last night I had a very nice talk with Kate while going to get pizzas for her partayay. I was kind of reminded how much I'm changing and have changed over the past months. It's really strange. I wouldn't say I'm content with myself but I certainly don't practice self-loathing or anything. The thing is if I was watching myself now a year ago I would not be a very happy camper. I need to start caring more about people and myself. When a situation arises that I find uncomfortable I avoid it. Even though I avoid it still think about it and it bothers me. So recently I've started just saying "fuck it" and doing stupid things for no reason. I still have drive to do well in things like school and life and work and stuff but... I don't even know! Basically Bryan Diehl is a foreign concept.
My n button is not working so I need to lift my right index finger up and hammer down on it everytime I need to use the n key.
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